Do you hear me? Are you listening?

I know not
If you exist,
But, I choose
Not to believe
Because, there's a fear,
Buried deep
Inside the contours of my heart.
I fear, 
That there exists
A soul, so powerful
A soul, omnipotent
A soul, miraculous
A soul, benevolent.
But no good soul keeps itself hidden.
And no good soul ever dies.
And of all the wonders I've ever heard of,
It seems to me the most strange
The way you, O' kind soul
Make this dreary place drearer.
And cease not, 
The catastrophe.
So, let me be the reason of all the evils
Let us be responsible for it
Because, we ain't powerful as you.
So let yourself be imaginary
And free me
From the fears,
Burrowed
In my subconscious...